Sven my darling,
I’ve carried you for nine months and was always wondering how you would look like. Every time I would hear your heartbeat, my heart also skips a beat as if we are beating as one. With every poke, kick and movement, I kept counting the days until you are born. The moment I saw you, I had this overwhelming feeling of wanting to hold you always. I was smitten by your smile and how your cheeks looks so cute and puffy.
You are beyond perfect, you are my beautiful boy. I wanted to tell you how much I love you, how much this love is so consuming, protective and fierce. That I would fight for you, that I would die for you and that I would do anything for you.
I have endured these sleepless nights, tiring tasks, zombie walks just to make sure you are well taken care of. Every nappy change, bath time, feeding time is always my golden hour and I want every moment to be perfect, knowing that this only comes once in my life.
You are amazing, you are perfect. I want you to grow up as a brave one but with a gentle heart. I want you to have a life full of love and joy, a life where you are free and a spirit that can inspire others. I want you to grow up to be a gentleman, hands that care for others and a heart that is genuine and kind. I want you to be strong, to be independent to decide your destiny. I want you to face life’s realities with a brave soul, you are my little warrior and I know you will fight for what is right.
My darling Sven, my heart will always beat for you and every time I look at you, I look at the world with so much hope for your future. I love you beyond the galaxies in the sky and I will never stop loving you until my last breath. I will protect you from all the troubles in the world. I will shelter you from all the negative people who wished vile things towards you.
You are one tiny miracle that God has bestowed upon me, you are my greatest love. Thank you for your chubby cheeks, for your amazing coos, your lovable smile, your funny giggles and your sweet face every time you cuddle right beside me. You make me fall in love with you everyday.
I love my Gummy Bear. Thank you.
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