Probably that is not the most appropriate title for a Valentines Post, but yes, I did feel that way. Even though I had to say Valentines is just a normal, ordinary Thursday but as the clock strikes midnight, oh dear!!! Little by little I felt the emotional rush of sadness. For the first time in over a decade, I had to celebrate Valentines alone. With a big check mark, SINGLE. I would say, I was a bit bitter about the day of LOVE and I had to asked my friends to go out on V Day, wear black and red lipstick to commemorate all the single ladies in the world. Eventually the feeling of loneliness subsided, and I am happy to know that I had my great friends to love me with all their heart during this romantic day.
We went out for dinner but ended up in a Pizza Place because all restaurants were booked plus we were late in getting to our destination because of the terrible traffic in the city. I was about to give up the slightest urge of being romantic for my single friends. But in the end I gave each one of them a letter and a balloon to remind them that I will forever be their LOVER. It was a fun day, we ended up getting coffee, talking about our future, goals and dreams. And yes, about LOVE, we were a bit serious for a moment and talked about what happened, what went wrong? and where the hell is our soulmate?
But above all the sugar coated advise, I only have one wish that one day, the next person who will capture my heart will not only give me mushy stuff during Valentines, but I wanted someone who can treat every day as Valentines Day. :) I don’t know if these kind of guys are still alive, but I am still keeping my hopes up.
Belated Happy Valentines to all. Hope you had a great time with your family, partners, friends and loved ones.