Last year was a roller coaster ride, I guess being 23 has it’s sweetest and bitter downfalls. I lost a lot of friends which I thought were REAL, I was so stupid to hallucinate the never ending friendship but along the way I found new and hard to find friends. Some of my friends stayed and some just bailed out. I had a rough start for 2009, the closing of my business which was the hardest part for me. But I moved on and a lot of blessings came along the way. Bought a new car (Freddy), experienced the greatness of life and the love that I had taken care of, for 8 years was again tested in time. Decisions were made, and that includes my moving to Bangkok and leaving my fairy tale life in Cebu.
I learned to be independent and yes! I did mature in a way that I am more responsible for myself, alone in a foreign land. Time flies so fast, I hardly noticed it. I hate getting older every year but if this means getting another year full of free and inexpensive rides full with crappy downfalls plus unlimited tears, I would still love and embrace it. It simply means I am still a person who gets the normal wearies, fulfillment and crappy headaches in life. I hate turning 24, that means I have to get started in planning about having my own “dakmats” I am nearing my 30’s oh please! But yeah, I still have loads of things to prepare for the upcoming years. Happy Birthday to me!!! Blowing my candles with love and sadness. Love you all.